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2011-03-09T08:32:00.002+08:00

weeeeeehhhhh....what shud i say????imiss and ilove this group sooooooooooooo much..eventhough we are not active as whet we used to,,those bond that we made will nver fade in my heart..hope we can bring back the the things we used to do..iloveyou all mga baliw!!!!!!keepsafe..^.^

-squen-

muling nagbabalik

2011-03-07T21:23:00.002+08:00

ASYLUM

miss ko na kalokohan natin
kelan ba tayo huling ng.Gm?
kelan ba tayo huling ng.Flood ng inbox?
kelan ba yung huling confe?

dalawang taon na tayo
walang bago??

d man tayo active sa GM, Confe at kung ano2x pah
sa puso ko buhay na buhay pa tayo noh!!
(chos! haha)

d ako magsasawang sabihin a
MAHAL KO KAYONG LAHAT

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--mitchai/chichai/kkichie--

Sa wakas.

2011-03-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

ilang taon n ba toh hndi nbuksan? inamag na e -.- XD hayaan mo. try ka namng buhayin. bubuhayin muli ang mga alaala. ikaw lng kasi ang nagpapatibay at nagbubuklod samn, tulad ngayun, wala akong smart, hindi ako mktxt. :| bsta. keep in touch na blog ah. i lurvee yeww :*

- kaih ♥

maygaad .

2010-02-07T18:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ASYLUM .
whew .. tagal n ntin oh :)
4 years to go! ♥ xD
bora bora bora ..

- kai -

2009-12-23T16:08:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ASYLUM

2009-12-23T15:54:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ASYLUM
more blessings to come :)

have a happy day . stay good . stay cool . long live :)
we may be far apart .. but we still stay in touch .
* blurr. nu daw ? haha . XD

I LOVE YOU .
* HUGGS && KISSES *

- from kai . ur dearest :P

december 8th

2009-12-23T15:48:00.003+08:00

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

~ KAI ~

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2009-10-20T17:09:00.001+08:00

--- october 20, 2009 ---

HAPPY BEERDAY MITCHAY ^.^

labxhuuu ♥ muuah :*

2009-10-20T16:03:00.003+08:00

-------- october 3, 2009 ---------

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENCIO ;)

2009-10-20T15:39:00.003+08:00

----------- october 1 , 2009 ---------

HAPPY BEER'DAY LEX ;)

wooot . tagay na ! XD

8th

2009-09-07T13:42:00.002+08:00

huii . abah abah .. tayu e naasensoh :D haha .
bukas ee september 8th n . :)

7th monthsary n mga praning ! ♥

dirediretso n tayu hanggang BORA .

alex :

weeh . thank u for keping in touch sa ffs . hehe .

tnx por olweiz buying me .

ur my one true loyal buyer . i'll buy u too soooon :)

cham:

i miss u sis , siguro busy k for being a gud wifey :P

Sarat:

eeh . tnx por olweiz being der .

i olweiz open up to u . sorry & tnx uber .

fyoks:

wer is u. haha :P imisu :)

sorry kung pag ntwag k e wla png 1minute e wula n ,

i dunno. :P

Lex :

oooh . dadi , im glad ur back .

u dnt knw how much i missed u . x]

thank u din kasi ur one of my shoulders . .xd

Mitch:

Mami, same as olweiz .. THANK U .

sorry sa paglilihim kuh . aus n .

its over . glad ur der . ü

Monica:

ee. khit di p tau close ..

ur a lot of fun :D

Karhen:

awts ..ur gonna be busy n .

actib pdin ah :) lasssengggga .xd

Squen:

sis . i miss u . busy n lagi ee.

sa kkgala. haha :D

ingats :D

Shinjiru:

eow . sorry sa mga nanyri :)

pero ok nnmn . tnx bunsoi .

wula k gnwa , all mii fault .xd

Uben:

mine . wer is u ndin.

ppnta ng asylum tpos..

puro prublema . ok ln yan . kya yan :D

Van:

huui . seryoso g un ? haha :P

oge oge . gud luck sa pghhnap ng new job .

i love u baby . :P

Kai:

huuiiii . haha :P

i love you guys. thanks . GB ++

sept. 4

2009-09-05T16:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIN :)

haixt...

2009-08-19T13:28:00.000+08:00

i soooo miss postin hir...
where are y'all??

blog has been stagnant...
we nid to liven it up
but ol of us ur so busy wit our god-d*mned life...
missin yah guys much....

senam/gracie

aug. 13

2009-08-15T15:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BEERDAY SQUEN

more birthdays to come :D

soul is here XB

2009-08-08T13:45:00.005+08:00

this my very first time to post here in our blog as a member of ASYLUM
its been almost 2 months im a member of this insane group.
Indeed Im having a great fun in the wars together w/ these approachable guys. naks! :)
Gotta meet you soon guys! In bora ok? :)

Mitchie: humanda ka! im gonna make the bora scorching hot!

MY BLOG -----> http://yourgalsoulm8.blogspot.com
drop some comments okie? Ü

taaaa--taaa!
--- monica :)

welcome

2009-07-14T15:59:00.003+08:00

WELCOME NEW MEMBER

Alchemist _ Vanreizer

" ivan " ü

hope you'll enjoy here in our sweet lil ward . nyahaha. :)

and be with us on BORA .. after 4 years nd 5 months ..

ok ? ahaha.. keep safe ;)

pinggu .. meet ivan.

ivan .. meet pinggu.

si pinggu bantay nmin dito sa ward kapag wala kmi .

ahaha.. lol :))

Forget

2009-07-14T15:28:00.003+08:00

Forget his eyes, Forget his face
Forget his love you long to embrace
Forget his name that you once knew
You know damn well, he'll never like you

Forgetis smile that you love most
Those lips , which cheated you both
Forget the words he said " i care "
Because you know, he'll never be there

Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the moment he sings you a song
Forget the time he makes you laugh
Coz he is happy even without you by his side

Forget the way he singed with
Forget the feelings you thought was true
Forget the times he whispered in your ears
Have you forgotten you shed so many tears

Forget the excitement when he passes by
Remind yourself he made you cry
Forget the way he calls your name
Because its all over and things aren't the same

Forget the guy that you onced cared
Forget the beautiful way he stared
Forget tjose times you've meant together
Put in your heart, he'll be gone forever

Forget you cried the whole night long
Forget the days you sing his song
Forget how close you were before
Remember this time, he closed his door

Forget the times the love was shown
Forget the moment you were alone
Forget the sweet and patient way
Forget you love him more each day

Forget everything you want to do
Forget those dreams that never came true
Place in your mind, he closed his heart
And don't you ever forget, he'll never love you

Forget he said he would love you through
Because you saw him happy without you
Forget the line " I LOVE YOU "
Coz you know its a lie, & will never be true.
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lalala ..

gnwa ko ln xa one tym n tinotopak ako ng ka-emohan .

ahaha.. tlagng mlakas tma ko netoh. hehe..

♥ i miss you asylum .

kai was here ..

2009-07-09T10:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 5th MONTHSARY !!

thank you sa lahat .. 5 months in the making .. lol :)

well.. wala n ako mssbi dito. ttgal toh ! hehe.. nllpit n ang ating grande EB.

bora .. ir we come (apter 4 years & 5 months)

weeeh.. haha.. thank u for making me feel like a hundred bucks . aw.

lam nyu.. khit n di mxado aktib this days.. masaya pdin..

kasi .. alam ko, anjan lan kau. haha..

drama .. emooooooootut. haha.. lol

kswerte ko din ee.. napdpad ln nmn kasi ako sa eptok.

taz *ppooof n. asylum.. the family .i can call MY OWN . :D
naaks. hehe..good luck n ln sa atin. halos lhat kasi college n..

si nene n ln.. hehe.. tlgang busy tau lhat. haix.. kkmiss din ..ung flood msgs.

hehe.. kkloka un. grabee.. ung twgan ntin pag manxari.. haix.

hirap humanp ng tym n pareprho taung free.

ingats n ln kau lagi ha... bunche of care..

lalala ..lots of lalala-love from kai :)

5 months DOWN -- FOREVER to GO !

payb mants ooh!

2009-07-08T09:15:00.002+08:00

hafe mantsari ASYLUM

payb months na tayo

gawin natin payb centuries!!

*ilan na kaya apo nten nun*

totay

ikai

bunsoi

poi

sisa

sarah

alex

toknene

aning

m.i

uben

cham

oye ailabyu ol to teh highest level

...sugar_rush...

asylum

2009-07-07T13:36:00.001+08:00

i miss yu much.. and it sucks that we're livin our own busy lives..
anyways.. i just want yah to know that im missin yah guys so badly...

nyahahah....we'll just kip in touch...

tata,
sarah

Aslum Logo!

2009-07-03T20:13:00.007+08:00

Choose between the three images! Sorry for the delay. The images with most votes wins.

-Shinjiru-

same old mii.......

2009-07-02T12:30:00.002+08:00

weeh.. i think i layk teh seym old mii.. uncaring, not reacting, not talking nor miling..

i heyt it at home.. sumtayms i juxt cant teyk it...

i guess it's also my fault, not talking to them and stuffs, they ust couldnt understand mii...

this is who i am... yu cant change mii...

family at home is just like karl marx's amou line

"it's always between the oppresor and teh oppresed"

sarah's modification:
" problem at home is always between the oppresed( children) and the opresor(Parents)

im never enuf for them, i just dont know why...

=(

i dont want this to be public knowledge, but i jut couldnt take it anymore i ust want an outlet,

forgive me guys for being so melodramatic...

simply me,

sarah

bored morning .

2009-06-30T10:54:00.002+08:00

ASYLUM --

A psychiatric hospital is a hospital specializing in the treatment of serious mental illness, usually for relatively long-term inpatients.

Psychiatric institutions vary widely in their goals and methods. Some hospitals may specialize only in short-term or outpatient therapy for low-risk patients. Others may specialize in the temporary or permanent care of residents who as a result of a psychological disorder, require routine assistance, treatment or a specialized environment. Patients are often admitted on a voluntary basis, but involuntary commitment is practiced when an individual may pose a significant danger to themselves or others.

source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Insane_asylum

bored morning asylum. assaaar ung prof nmin oh, aabsent absent nung sat,

taz hihingi ng makeup class, saya n nga ng sked ko at MWF ln,

taz ppsukin p ng tuesday. kamute. :

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haha..aus ln. more baon por ME :D

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i miss you guys. haix. sna ung apter 5 years ntin matuloy.

as in por real huh ? walang injanan . :ninja:

haha.. lol :)

ingats guys .. bunch of lalala -- LOVE from KAI :)

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:: BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY ::

SARAT SARAT SARAT SARAT SARAT SARAT SARAT

2009-06-29T15:02:00.005+08:00

ngayon ako'y nagbabalik

(*grand entrance*)

oha..

2days after magBora

kami ni Totay ay tigok na

(xempre mauuna sya)

magpapasagasa kami sa banana boat

saken ung maliit na saging, ke tot yung turdan

(*ebil laf*)

ke sarat?

sabi nya pasasagasa sa yacht daw eeh

(cgee pagbigyan)

sa iba??

ah eh bka sabay sila mabulunan lahat

at d nakaabot ng clinic

(*ebil laf, ulet*)

wahaha..aun lang.. la na akong maisip eeh..

halabyu ASYLUM

...sUgaR_rUsH...
...mitchie...

scientist :D

2009-06-25T10:46:00.005+08:00

CHEMIST ako .. at kayo LAB koh ! ü

i miss you guys.. hmm.. busy tayu lhat naun ee. haixt.

sorry kung di active this days at laging nka globe.

mxdo complicated nanyayari naun xkin! wahaha..

but ok ln ako.. sana ok ln din kayu.. hmm. ingats.

take a bunch of care . mwahx . :D

- kai -

akoy tutula

2009-06-23T08:43:00.001+08:00

akoy tutula.. magndang maganda..
pero talagang npakagnda ng aking mukha....

hahahi... namimiss q na kayu talagah....

amfuteek...

eepal lang para may bagong post sa blog naten...

sarah graciee...

Five Years After

2009-06-21T15:06:00.002+08:00

nainggit kaya pasali din..nyahahaha

five years from now we are going to meet at bora...

wat cud be the profile of my asylum family...

hmmmm...

mitch/sistah: sexy na at tama cla FHM cover na xa..xa ang mangunguna sa pag suot ng 2 piece..at may factory na xa ng mt dew.

kia: tili pa rin ng tili..hahahaha..million na ung mga papa nya...magiging cla kaya ni shin?nyahahaha

gracie: kasama na xa ni bob ong sa pag gawa ng libro..at certified engr na xa author pa.nakz

tot: kung kay mitch factory ng mt dew sa kanya factory ng RH.hahaha

shin: may sarili ng com shop..at author na dn dhil sa ka emohan..*peace*

cham: may sarili na xang radio station..at kami ni kia ang dy sa radio station nya.hahaha

uben: presdnt of the phils na xa. hahaha

fyoks: talbog na c billl gates sa yaman ni m.i....super yaman na tlga sa kakatrabaho.

d rest: d ko alam kung pupunta cla.

by: SISA/SQUEN

pasali ü

2009-06-17T20:22:00.002+08:00

apteer payb years ... tantananan.. :D

kai: aun. haha.. natuluyan na. waha :)

mami: mgksama ni dadi. ahuuii :)

bunso: axawa si tot.. yeaa :))

tot: sis in laaw :))

sarat: kikay na. ahaha. ^^

fyoks: mayaaman ng bonngggaa!

alex: asa pinas n.. pnta bora ee. :)

sisa: koreana na. haha..

van: nabuhai. :D

--------- sa uulitin. wala sa mood. haha..
pang epal ln toh. haha.. kkmis kayu :)

ako nga pla ay happy happy !! :D
in lalalalab n ulii :D

*epal :D

- kai :D

Five Years After.. Shinjiru's Version -

2009-06-17T14:52:00.003+08:00

Eto ang aking version ng five years after nina karhen kuh, mami, and wife!

Alex : isa nah xang billionaire.. kasama nya si ms. xiru sa bora! at sila nah ata..

Van : sasama xah pewo magtatago.. waahaha!

Lex : maganda daw boses nya kya singer nah sya ng bandang psychotic asylum!

Maru : Uwi xah ng pinas pawa magbora kasama ung asawa nya at isang anak!

Fyokks : Xah nah ang Vp ng kanilang company isa narin xahng millionaire!

Cham : May anak nah xah.. kasama nya asawa nya at anak sa bora!

Pinggu : Eto penguin pa den..

Uben : Emo nah yan.. writer ng book..

Bikahbikah : ahh.. uwi xah d2 pwa sumama sa bora..

Monique : Late sya tulog kase ng tulog..

Lea : landee! 18 nah pla xah nun kea.. pwede kuh nah pakasalan! wahahaa.. magcecelebrate xah ng debut sa bora!

Squen : Korean nah language nya.. baka head nah xah ng department!

Sarah : writer nah den xah.. famous writer isang love adviser! siguro naka all black pagpunta sa bora!

Kai : Kasama nya Bf nya tili ng tili .. kanta ng kanta.. tawa ng tawa!

Mitchie : naghahanap pa ren ng fafa... sexy nah sa airport pa lan naka 2 piece nah.. wahaha!

Karhen : hinde nah xah alcoholic.. nakinig sakin nakaall black den.. kasal na kami nun! wahahaha!

Shinjiru : Patay nah yan! wahahaha! Drug Lord nah, Leader ng Syndicate.. (LoL) Emo nah mad Chemist.. gagawa ng sariling element at mga drugs na makakapagpabago sa tao.. gagawa ng Love Potion at Anti Love Potion.. Writer na den.. "How to love with a stone heart". Single pah den yan.. naghahanap ng taong pwede pakasalan! Naka all black den!

Sincerely Yours,
Shinjiru

apter payb yirx: sarah's version

2009-06-17T13:30:00.002+08:00

MITCH: talbog lahat ng fhm at maxim cover girls, seksing seksi na xa ang labas anorexic nah...

TOT: holder na xa ng Guinness World Record
"No. 1 alcoholic in the whole wide world"

SQUEN: palagay q hindi na kami magkakaintindihan, sa kakaturo nya ng koreano, korean na rin language nyah...

KAI: titili.tili to papuntang bora, putol-putol na tuloy ugat nyah sa lalamunan.. XP

SHIN: tatawa.tawa na lang xa kasi naman ubos na luha nya.. (emo?)

LEA: 18 na xa, at magcecelebrate xa ng bonggang.bonggang debut nya sa bora

CHAM: 10 na anak nito, pero seksi pah din, panuh naging sampu? kada taon kasi sya nanganganak ng kambal.... XP

UBEN: director/ producer na xa... ang title ng pelikula nya?
" 1 GALLON of Tears" XP

ALEX: mai dala tong attache case sa bora.... laman puro pera...
kasama kaya si xiru na iniirog nyah?(oha magka rhyme pah)

MONIQUE: mangangalahati na populasyon ng pilipinas... nilapa na kasi ng impaktitang ito lahat ng pangit, ingat kayu ha.. baka apter payb yirs di q na kayu makita.. nyahahah....

FYOKS: pudpod na daliri nito sa kakatype kasi namn maxadong masipag ang loko.... ayan tuloi...

BIKAHBIKAH: di pa kami close... username ngah lan alam q sa kania.. pero dahil sa sumali syah sa asylum, alam qng mai topak din xa....

LEX:sa hilig nyah sa reggae, xa na ang bokalista ng brownman revival, tutugtog kami sa bora... banda natin SAYKOTIK RAPSODII, di ba?

SARAH: masayang.masaya dahil nag topnocher xa sa board exam, sa sobrang kasiyahan na.heart attack... ndi tuloi nakasama sa bora( jokin')

sinuh pa bah?

PINGU: malaking. malaki na xa, kasinlaki na ni godzilla, xmpwe kasama rin sia sa bora....

nagmamahal,
senam/ sarah gracie

2009-06-15T14:52:00.003+08:00

payb yirs

date: may 20

location: boracay

~boracay topaks~

totay

tomador pa din,

ksama sa paglaki eeh

mataba na tyan nya nun ( kkainum.lol)

praning pdin kya sya?

MALAMANG

sila na kaya ni pimiento nya?

oh nung ni arch nya?

natauhan na kaya c xack nya?

oh baka nmn babae na gusto nya?

abangan...

sarah

sana nmn d na msakit ulo nya pag nasa bora nah.

tulad nga sabi ni tomador,

dahil sa kaemuhan ng babaeng to mdami syang librong maisusulat.

oh baka nmn sikat na syang love expert (pwe)

abangan...

kai

c unica ija ko.

tili pa din kaya sya ng tili pag nagkita kami?

sana nmn my dala syang tsokolate

kasi dadalhan ko sya yema, trade kami (lol)

ilang oras kaya syang magkekwento ng buhai nya?

d na nauubusan eeh..

abangan...

squen

magpapaturo ako sa kanya magKorean

kase nmn pinahiya nya ku eeh, mali daw. UU NAH!!

sino kaya boilet nya apter payb yirx?

magkano na kaya pera nya sa atm?

lulustayin namin (lol)

abangan..

cham

wala pa syang anak apter payb yers

kxe pag nagkaanak sya d sya mkakasama.

asa pinas pa kaya sya? oh abroad nah?

baka nmn asa outer space..

abangan...

M.I

milyonaryo na to pag nagkita kami

subsub sa trabaho, wla syota kse my asawa nah.

sagot nya accomodation sa shangri la

tutyal dba?

magkano kaya ibabaon neto?

abangan...

shinjiru

ang aking bunsoi.

emung scientist, naloko nah.

sila na kaya?

(ung c kwan, oo sya)

ilang bakla na kaya nagawa nyang tao? este babae?

baka makaisip sya formula, pag ininum, instant result babae nah. hoho

abangan...

alex

uwi na sya pinas.

marami ndin tong pera ililibre nya din akuh

kasama kaya nya c xiru sa bora??

abangan...

Uben

diosmeng bata ere.

ilang babae na kaya napaiyak neto?

saksakan ng bulero

anu na kaya manyayari ke tay uben koh?

abangan...

lele, monik, bikah

makakasama kaya ang tatlong to sa bora?

malamang c monik oo. pero baka matutulog lang di sya nun.

18 na c lele nun, sana nasa pinas pa sya pra mkasama sya.

c bikah kaya? tanungin ko na lang sya.

abangan...

van

ang lalaking ubod ng suplado.

sasama sya sa bora kung nyang maupakan.

tas wla lang (lol)

baka pati pc nya dala nya?

abangan...

lex

huuuh... long hair pdin kaya sya?

ah eh wala na akong masabi.

d ko alam kung makakausap ko sya

oh baka matameme lang akoh. (ahe)

abangan..

mitchie

uhyeah! nakaka 2piece na ku nun.

antay klang totay.

(un lang!)

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ailabyu por reals asylum

michiyo signing out

tagalog mud....

2009-06-15T11:17:00.003+08:00

aking ikinagagalak na i.welcum si bikahbikah at impaktitaning/ monique sa ating
pinagpipitagang ASYLUM.... maraming salamat sa inyyu at naisipan niyung sumama sa inyong mga kauri... kaming mga may topak sa ulo......
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marami aqng namixx na okasyon tulad ng mantsari natin, kasal ni champoi, independence dei, pasko at bagong taon..... jokin'.... paxenxa na poh at nging taong bahay aq.... at di nakapag post maxado....
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unang araw ng pasukan.... sa unang klase di aq pumasok.. alam niu naman mga matatlino di na kelangan pumasok para matuto.... chariiing..... XD

ayun.. tinamad lan aq ng kaunti...(kaunting.kaunti lang kaya na.extend hanggang sa second class ang di ko pagpasok.. bwahahah)

mamayang ala una pa ang susunod kong klase at balak ko ring hindi pumasok.. hai anuh ba yan.. TAMAD RULES ang motto q ngaun.....

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namixx ko ang e-group q... naun lan ulit aq magpopost dun.. at mukhang wala pang tao....
:[
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(pasenxa sa post ng bako. bakong tagalog kung merun man,... ipinagmamalaki kong sabihin nah mas mataas ang grade q sa english kesa sa filipino.. bhelatz.. XP)

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hindi aq EMO!

Haha,
senam/sarah gracie

Double Post.

2009-06-14T00:43:00.003+08:00

Double post aku kasi this coming days magiging busy na taung lahat. Kaya magpost nah keu, welcome dun sa new member ng pamilya naten sina monique and bikahbikah. Sira cp ku kaya hinde ku makakatext, pwo magtetext din aku.. anu bah number ng ward nyo ask kuh lan.. ward 13 aku eh.. schooldays na naman nakakatamad pa.. soundtrip na lan muna... hayy.. nakakatamad ang buahy nah ganito.. waahh..!!

Mami - miss nah kta.. labxhu!
Apple - miss nah kta.. labxhu!
Wife Sarah - miss nah kta.. labxhu!
Ate Kai - miss nah kta.. labxhu!
Landee - miss nah kta.. labxhu!
Maru - miss nah kta.. labxhu!
Monique - lagi active..
bikahbikah - nuh real name muh?
Karhen - miss nah kta.. labxhu!
Uben - wla lan!
Van - ha?
Fyokks - ha?
Alex - ha?
Shinjiru - ward 13 tulog nah!

→Shinjiru←

Untitled.

2009-06-14T00:00:00.006+08:00

When I was Young I dream to be rich and famous and be with the most beautiful girl in the whole world. But as I grow older everything has change different things comes to my mind. I want to become a Priest, Doctor, Engineer, But that was long time ago. Everything had really changed I don't what happened to me. As I know different people and their dreams something starts to bother me. What should I do? What will I do? How will I do it? When I'll do it? to many questions, Yet no answers. I'm falling apart everything starts to fall. Half of Myself is in depth of darkness with all the sorrows, pain, and sadness. I thought that if I grow up faster everything would be better but I was wrong how I wish I was only a kid who never grows up. No problems, no worries, no stress, no heartbreak, all I'm doing is for my happiness. Happiness that I want to have. Maybe this will be the story of my life, although it's not the end. The end is nearing and fast. I wanted to have my goals done before the end arrives. Now everything I ever dreams was just the memories od the past. I just want to live a simple life with my love in our home with our kids and all happiness the I always wanted. I want her to love me. I want her to be with me. I want her to be the mother of our child, but I think that would only happens in my dreams. Dreams for those who are trying to be better. That's the only thing the I ask. Give me yourself and you'll be my happiness...

They float around my blushing soul, those creatures gay and free,
The butterflies that beat their dusty wings inside of me,
My eyes are wide, my legs are numb, though nothing can deter,
The paralyzing moment when my heart begins to stir,
A rosy hue creeps up my flesh, a painful blissful haze,
I'm soaring with delight and awe, yet spellbound by her gaze,
At night we dance, aglow with joy, her smile a lasting shine,
She claims my heart with ease and grace, it's her, no longer mine.
My night has become a sunny dawn because of you.
There is only one happiness in life - to love and to be loved.

↑Shinjiru↓

blah blah blah ^^

2009-06-13T15:24:00.005+08:00

lalalala la kasi aQng mgawa dis few hours
so i decided to write down hir
hmmm naicip cu bigla un idea ntin lahat na mgakita kita after
5 consequitive years bgla lng pmsok sa isip cu kung anu na taio
nun kung mataba prin xi mitch? emo prin si sarat?
ilan na kea ang chikiting ni ate cham.. un mga tipong gnun

-ang susunod n mababasa niu ai pawang kathang isip lamang
siguru malapit lapit s a katotohanan pro malayu din :lol:

*after five years*

mitchay- isang entrapreneur na xia nun, handling a small but successfull
kung anung bussness un malamang kainan haha or resto bar? e hindi
xia mhilig uminom keya resto nlng siguro di naman nalulugi kxi
pinipilit niang mag loose ng weight for the upcomping
bongang bongang e.b. pra mkpg two piece xia ksi andun xi anu
xi ... karen haha iingitin nia sa kaseksihan :lol:

alex- uuwi xia ng pinas dala ang mga dolyares nia at ipamimigay s
exclusive members ng eptokers yaman aa. pwede din n sagot
na nia un hotel ng party place natin jowk. siguru he's still
working at that time work a holic ksi tong taong to ee
balak atang bilhin ang half part ng philippines?. hmmmm
or else he's enjoying the life of the rich and the famous
naks. nice wan. kapit taio kay alex :P

sarah - liscend electronics and communication eng'g n siguro xia
by this time pwera nlng kung may bgasak sia? wala nmn siguro
or siguro my mga books n xiang nsulat puros novel
kasi emote emote sia lagi ee at di na siguro mg babago un
succesfull ndin sia managing a compani haha aim high

kaii- naku na travel nia na siguro ang world or kung hindi man half.
i remember sia ata un ng mall lng sa hong kong dahil grumadweyt
na xia ng high school what mor if she wears a black toga
bka isng bongang cruise pa gmitin nia :lol:

cham- she has her own family sana di nia taio makakalimutan taio
na tinatawag niang cyber family ba un? natawa nga aco dun ee
my siguro 2 kids na xia nun tas she's living a princess
life with the one she choses to be with forever..
how sweeet basta ngaun araw ng kasal nia I wish her all the blessings
mwahhhh :]

shinjiru- kami naman ang ikakasal by this time haha pix. jowk un wlang my alam
dahil isng chem tech tong batang to drug lord na siguro xia
or a mad scientist trying to rule the world o.a nman ng idea co
hmmmm. o sige succesfull busness man nlng tax ng tratravel around
the world searching for himself. andrama db?. labyu shin shin :lol:

Lea - hmmm. mhirap to aaa mgkakaron xia ng sariling appliance center
bat co nsabi un?. kya ksi kmi nging close neto ni woot ai dhil sa
chatbox tax naikwento nia na kinakain dw xia ng ref nila
an sabi co baka ni rereyp na xia di nia p alam keya aun
mgkakaron xia ng appliance depot haha anong konek :lol:

fyoks - naku xia na ang lider ng mga M.I s mindanao . oh hale king junpel
peace. ^^ mgi2ng swerte asawa neto pg nagkataon ksi subsub sa work
work at mrami png work. pg gmawa ka ng last will and testament
wak mu kung kakalimutan. i min kami pla jeje. pero di nga kung sagot
ni alex un place sgot mu ung bar eat all you can haha

lex - dahil sa loyal sia sa smart, mg wowork sia dun mgi2ng manager xia sa isng
branch at kpg my mga sim card n di n mkpg anli twagan niu lng si lex
xia n ang bhala ayaw nia ksing my mtulad sa sim card nia n png dadamutan
lagi ng smart na maka anli :lol: lablayf?.. hmmm no comment db mitch?!

uben- isa na siang ube by that time. kulay green nga lng jowk hmmm.
bata pa ksi to ee tapus ka na kea mg aral after 5 yirs?
o sige dahil mhilig ka nmn mg computer mgkakaroon ka ng site
na pag kakakitaan mu at mgi2ng kilala ka sa chatroom hehe peace.

monique - di pa kmi masayadong close pero according sa mga gm nia
gala tong taong to parng aco lng jeje. hmmm edi mgkakaron xia ng night club
aus eee isama mu kami sa panagrap mu si mitch ang mag sasayaw sa
stage . wamiiiiii yuuuuu :]

van- hahaha mad programer nato un tipong pc nlng ang kasama lagi
wak nmn sana db?. mgigigng apdated sia sa lahat at nga pla mgiging busy sia
kasi my hinahandle siang band by that time named psychotic rapsody

sisa -naku di pa nmn siguro sia retired na teacher by that time db?
pro mrami n siang nahubog na kabataan dhil sa words of wisdom nia
haha bglang nging serious?. takot aco ee. hmmm bka mdmi na rin
xiang mga papables by this time :lol:

karen- haha aco bka patay naco by that time. wak nmn xana
gustu ku pang kmanta, mg wala at mkipag inuman sa bar ksama kayu at asarin xi mitch
dahil nka 2 piece sia. batukan xi lex dhil torpe i kiss xi shin? haha
mg thankyu ky sisa i hug si uben at alex pati xi kaiii van at monique
mg emote ksma kayu. haha emo ee noh. smpre gustu cung mgkaron ng happy
ending nu. lalallalala :]

-magiging totoo kaya to? ewan siguro baka baboy manok laman
-wateber it does kita kitz after 5 yirs :]

-tOtong ^^

Cunpexion :]

2009-06-09T16:50:00.002+08:00

I've sed this @ ftalk cunpexion :]

- 4 more days to go & i'm gonna embrace the married layp, i'm a bit scared and got no choice but to face it! Let's face it, im inlab taht's why I chose to marry him. And soon, i'm going to give up my job to face the responsibilities that will come my way! I can't be on airwaves forever, but im sure i'll be missing being a dj! I heard my co-dj's and friends are preparing sumthing for me, they know that i luv surprises.

- and for my topak family, tenkyu for being a part of my cyberworld. As much as I want you to come on my big day, can't afford the plane tickets guys. I'm so sorry. Hahaha! I'm not that rich! lols. Thank you for all teh compliments, those are very much appreciated. Kinda tired of saying some gud things bout each of u but i promise imma do it soon. :]

- cham :]

Emocional | Эмоциональный | Emocjonalnego | Emocional

2009-06-08T15:16:00.004+08:00

I've got a really bad disease
It's got me begging
On my hands and knees
Take me to the emergency
'Cause something seems to be missing
Somebody take the pain away
It's like an ulcer bleeding in my brain
Send me to the pharmacy
So I can lose my memory
I'm elated
Medicated
Lord knows I tried to find a way to run away

I think they found another cure
For broken hearts and feeling insecure
You'd be surprised what I endure
What makes you feel so self-assured?

I need find a place to hide
You never know what could be
Waiting outside
The accidents that you could find
It's like some kind of suicide

So what ails you is what impales you
I feel like I've been crucified to be satisfied

I'm a victim of my symptom
I am my own worst enemy
You're a victim of your symptom
You are your own worst enemy
Know your enemy

I'm elated
Medicated
I am my own worst enemy
So what ails you is what impales you
You are your own worst enemy
You're a victim of the system
You are your own worst enemy
You're a victim of the system
You are your own worst enemy

Restless Heart Syndrome

Everyone has it's own emoness, that perhaps more or less, but that is not empty. Emoness is a way to tell their feelings. ! If your not feeling well or broken hearted you may always emote! Members with most emoness in their self.

1 Shinjiru - hybrid and evil, most emo on all members. Has the emoness within most.
2 Sarah Gracie - the actual EMO, she should the number 1 but Shin has more emoness so it is classified as second.
3 Karhen - Goth, her third because when she start emoting she never stops.
4 Mitchie - searcher, always has its always emoness but differently.
5 Erikai - Bubbly, their emoness is smaller, but still rows in fifth place.

Other: Uben, Lea, Cham, Van, lex, Fyokks and Sisa members of the non are really emo, but still all have their emoness.

It is our fourth Monthsary we should be happy not sad.

Translation:

In tagalog,

Lahat ng tao ay may kaemohan/katopakan, pwede sobra o kulan pero hinde ito mawawala sa isang tao. Ang Pageemo ay isang paraan ng pagpapakita ng iyong nararandaman. Kapag hinde maganda ang pakiramdam mu o binasag kah pwede kah magemote at maging topakin! Irarank kuh ang mga Members nah pinakaemo..

1. Shinjiru - Halo at Maxama, ang pinakaemo xah lahat ng member.
2. Sarah Gracie - Ang tunay nah Emo, xah dapat ang number 1 pero max mahilig magemote xi shinjiru!
3. Karhen - Mahilig xah kadiliman, pangatlo dahil pagnagemote xah de na tumitigil!
4. Mitchie - Naghahanap ng fafa, nageemote den pewo xah iba paraan!
5. Erikai - Maxayahin, kunti lan ang pagkaemo pewo madali madala.

Yung Iba; Uben, Lea, Cham, Van, Lex, Fyokks, and Sisa

Ang iba ay hinde talaga emo pewo mewon silang kaemohan xah katawan..

Ito ang ating ika-4 nah buwan ng kaarawan, dapat tayo magxaya hinde malungkot!

In Spanish,

Toda persona tiene su propia emoness, que quizás más o menos, pero que no está vacía. Emoness es una manera decirle a sus sentimientos. ! Si tu no sentir el corazón roto o bien, usted siempre puede emote! Miembros con mayoría emoness en su auto.

1 Shinjiru - híbrido y el mal, la mayoría emo a todos los miembros. Tiene la emoness dentro de la mayoría.
2 Sarah Gracie - la EMO real, ella debería el número 1, pero Shin ha emoness más por lo que está clasificado como segundo.
3 Karhen - góticos, su tercer porque cuando ella iniciar emoting ella nunca se detiene.
4 Mitchie - buscador, siempre tiene su siempre emoness pero diferente.
5 Erikai - Bubbly, sus emoness es menor, pero todavía filas en quinto lugar.

Otras respuestas: Uben, lea, Cham, van, lex, miembros de Fyokks y Sisa de la no son realmente emo, pero todavía todos tienen sus emoness.

Es nuestro cuarto Monthsary debería ser feliz no triste.

In Russian,

Каждый имеет свой emoness, что возможно более или менее, но это не пустой. Emoness — это способ сообщить свои чувства. ! Если ваш не чувствуют себя хорошо или сломанных сердца, вы может всегда emote! Члены с наиболее emoness в их самостоятельно.

1 Shinjiru - гибридных и зло, наиболее emo на всех членов. Имеет emoness в рамках большинства.
2 Sarah Gracie - фактических EMO, она должна номер 1, но шин имеет более emoness таким образом оно классифицируется как второго.
3 Karhen - Goth, ее третьего потому, что когда она начала emoting она никогда не останавливается.
4 Mitchie - searcher, всегда имеет ее всегда emoness, но по-разному.
5 Erikai - Bubbly, их emoness меньше, но по-прежнему строк пятое место.

Другие: Uben, Леа, Чам, Ван, lex, Fyokks и Sisa членов не действительно emo, но еще не все имеют их emoness.

Она заключается в нашей четвертой Monthsary должна быть счастливы не грустно.

In Polish,

Każdy ma swoich emoness, to prawdopodobnie bardziej lub mniej, ale nie jest pusty. Emoness jest sposobem poinformować swoje uczucia. ! Jeśli programu nie czują się dobrze lub przerwane serca może zawsze emote! Elementy członkowskie z najbardziej emoness w ich automatycznej.

1 Shinjiru - hybrydowe i zło, większość emo na wszystkich członków. Ma emoness w większości.
2 Sarah gracie - EMO rzeczywiste ona powinien numer 1, ale Shin ma więcej emoness, więc jest klasyfikowane jako drugi.
3 Karhen - Goth, jej trzeciego ponieważ ona rozpoczęcia emoting okręt nigdy nie zatrzymuje się.
4 Mitchie - ma zawsze wyszukiwarki, jej zawsze emoness ale inaczej.
5 Erikai - Bubbly, ich emoness jest mniejszy, ale nadal wierszy w piątym miejsce.

Inne: Uben, Lea Cham, van, lex, Fyokks i sisa Ballade członków nie są naprawdę emo, ale nadal wszystkie mają ich emoness.

To jest nasz czwarty Monthsary powinna być wszystkiego najlepszego z okazji nie sad.

In Portuguese,

Todos tem sua própria emoness, que talvez mais ou menos, mas que não está vazio. Emoness é uma maneira de informar seus sentimentos. ! Se seu não se sentem bem ou quebrada coração você sempre pode emote! Membros com mais emoness no seu auto.

1 Shinjiru - híbrido e o mal, a maioria dos emo sobre todos os membros. Tem o emoness no prazo de mais.
2 Sarah Gracie - EMO real, ela deve o número 1, mas Shin tem mais emoness assim ela é classificada como segunda.
3 Karhen - góticos, seu terceiro porque quando ela iniciar emoting ela nunca pára.
4 Mitchie - searcher, sempre tem sua sempre emoness mas diferente.
5 Erikai - Bubbly, seus emoness é menor, mas ainda linhas em quinto lugar.

Outros: Uben, Lea, Cham, Van, lex, Fyokks e Sisa membros do não são realmente emo, mas ainda todos têm suas emoness.

É nosso quarto Monthsary deve ser feliz não triste.

In Japanese,

おそらくその多かれ少なかれ、彼自身の emoness、だれにでは空にありません。 Emoness は自分の気持ちを通知する方法です。 ! 場合に感じよくまたは壊れた心臓が常に emote することがあります! その自己のほとんどの emoness を持つメンバ。

1 Shinjiru のハイブリッドと悪、すべてのメンバに対してほとんど crazy。ほとんど内で、emoness があります。
2 サラ・グレイシー - 実際の EMO、彼女が番号 1 は信兄が 2 つ目として分類されますので、複数 emoness。
3 Karhen - ユーザ、彼女の第三 emoting 彼女は決して停止のとき彼女は起動ため。
4 Mitchie - 検索者、常には、常に emoness が異なる。
5 Erikai - Bubbly、その emoness が小さく、まだ五位の行が。

: 他の Uben、Lea、Cham、ヴァンサンを lex、Fyokks および Sisa のメンバ、以外はいかにも crazy、がまだすべてが、emoness。

当社第四 Monthsary べき幸せである悲しいされません。

In Italian,

Ognuno ha il suo emoness, che forse più o meno, ma che non è vuoto. Emoness è un modo per dire loro sentimenti. ! Se il non sentirsi bene o rotture cuore può sempre emoticon! I membri con la maggior parte dei emoness nella loro auto.

1 Shinjiru - ibrido e male, la maggior parte emo su tutti i membri. Ha il emoness all'interno di più.
2 Sarah Gracie - l'effettivo EMO, ella dovrebbe il numero 1 ma Shin ha più emoness così si è classificato come secondo.
3 Karhen - Goth, suo terzo perché quando ha inizio emoting ha mai fermate.
4 Mitchie - elenco, ha sempre sua sempre emoness ma in modo diverso.
5 Erikai - Bollicino, loro emoness sono minore, ma ancora righe al quinto posto.

Altre: Uben, Lea, Cham, Van, lex, Fyokks Sisa membri e la non sono davvero emo, ma ancora tutti loro emoness.

Il nostro quarto Monthsary dovrebbe essere felice non triste.

In Dutch,

Iedereen heeft zijn eigen emoness, dat misschien meer of minder, maar dat is niet leeg. Emoness is een manier om te vertellen hun gevoelens. ! Als uw niet goed of verbroken hart u altijd kan emote vinden! Leden met de meeste emoness in hun zelf.

1 Shinjiru - hybride en kwaad, meeste emo voor alle leden. Heeft de emoness binnen de meeste.
2 Sarah Gracie - de werkelijke EMO, zij moet het getal 1 maar Shin heeft meer emoness zodat het wordt geclassificeerd als tweede.
3 Karhen - Goth, haar derde omdat wanneer zij start emoting zij nooit stopt.
4 Mitchie - searcher, heeft altijd haar altijd emoness maar anders.
5 Erikai - Bubbly, hun emoness is kleiner, maar nog steeds rijen in de vijfde plaats.

Andere: Uben, Lea Cham, van, lex, Fyokks- en Sisa leden van de niet zijn echt emo, maar al nog steeds hun emoness.

Het is onze vierde Monthsary gelukkig niet triest.

In French,

Chacun a sa propre emoness, que peut-être plus ou moins, mais qui n'est pas vide. Emoness est une façon de dire à leurs sentiments. ! Si votre ne pas sentir bien ou brisés hearted vous peut toujours emote ! Les membres avec la plupart emoness dans leur auto.

1 Shinjiru - hybride et le mal, la plupart emo sur tous les membres. A l'emoness dans la plupart.
2 Sarah Gracie - l'EMO réelle, elle doit le numéro 1 mais Shin a plus emoness donc elle est classée comme deuxième.
Karhen 3 - gothique, son troisième car quand elle démarrer emoting qu'elle ne s'arrête.
Mitchie 4 - internaute, a toujours son toujours emoness mais différemment.
Erikai 5 - 1, leur emoness est plus petite, mais encore les lignes en cinquième place.

Autres : Uben, Lea, Cham, Van, lex, les membres Fyokks et Sisa de la non sont vraiment emo, mais encore tous ont leur emoness.

C'est notre quatrième Monthsary devrait être heureux pas triste.

→ The End, La fin, La final, Конец. ←

→ Shinjiru ←

2009-06-08T14:17:00.011+08:00

weh!!

tigilan nyo ko sa kakaenglish nyo dugo na ilong ko maawa kayo saken.

sa d nakakakilala saken ako si mitchie gandang reyna, halata nmn oh lowk at my fekchur. WAG KANG MAGREKLAMO KUNG AYAW MONG MAKALBO. bwahahah

Wala. wala. walaaaaaah.

Lalabs ko ang ma ulol na 'to, mga mukhang ewan..haha mana saken.

unga pala tanghaling tapat tumawag saken c MI. ako na lang yta d nya nttwagn..haha As usual nawawala c TOTay. San nmn kaya nagsusuot yun. Me sikret kami nung c bride dj cham. Wag na kayong magtanong sikret nga eeh. Si Sisa at Sarat d ko nakakauasap. UBEN humanda kang nanay ka jan, jumbagin kita weh. Leah stil humihinga? Sa nawawalang member ng aylum: L.P.P.A. anu na?? sali kpa?? lol

happi mantsari saten. tulad ng sabi ang lumayas mamalasin buon buhay nyah..haha

wag kaung excited, dumaan lang ako pra mg.greet saka na ung telenobela koh.

AILABYU ALL MGA SIRA ANG TUKTUK =]

asylum XD

2009-06-08T12:40:00.002+08:00

this is uben, typing. :))
are you surprise that i am now posting an entry to the asylum's blog. LOL. haha. courtesy: mine erikai :] for giving me the pass of the blog. LOL. haha. oops. haha. okay start for my post, i will post my perceptions and first impressions to the excellent human beings of Asylum Family XD. hope you guys will not be mad. LOL. haha.

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MSG to ASYLUM =3

yesterday was the 4th monthsary of asylum.

im sorry guys, i cant switch to sun yesterday. i dont have any available phones

for my sun sim. :( sori guys. ill be on sun mode next monthsary for u to hear my demonic voice XD.

haha. more power to asylum :)

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tot :)

karhentot

"recruiter XD"

while i was making tambay to the cbox, i meet tot. haha. and we oftenly chat each other then she asked me if what is my mobile number. then i give her my digits. *poof* she recruited me to ASYLUM. i was like surprise to what she did. haha. i didn't expect she would recruit me to the texting clan. haha. then thats the start of my legacy to the asylum. LOL. haha :) i describe her as sweet and a busy person -- i remember that she have her OJT mode evert morning and she would sometimes sleep during her OJTs and have her hang over every morning after her inuman sessions :) lov u tot. dont curse me. haha. thanks tot for recruiting me to the asylum, without you i am not in the texting clan :) haha. love u tot

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erikai :)

kiarix23

"only mine XD"

she is the first one who welcomed me in asylum. haha. its odd because she kinda hates my name :) my name is similar to his but my name is cuter than to his ex. j0oke kai. haha. i am kinda sweet when i texted her [confession: the way kai texted me is similar as to my ex texted me before. LOL] haha. it seems that we have the connection and we seems to be comfortable texting her and *poof* we called each other as "mine" haha. then one time, i called her. she have the most angelic voice i ever heard :wow: ahaha and during that time, i was like ~~torpe~~ haha. LOL. mine. i love u no matter what happens. naks. i will love u until the end of time even without your smile, so mine please be with my side :]

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(the following asylum members doesn't have usernames. i forgot eh :( sori haha )

leya

"gagang leya XD"

we chatted on the cbox. haha. she is so kulit and so childish and love her. she is gaga and i am tado. haha. :)) she is pretty too and she is still gaga. ahah. :)) i hope u gagang leya will not change. haha. i love ur gaga-ness, its making me tarantado eh. lol. haha. i love u gaga :))

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mitch

"nanay mitchie"

she is caring and lovable. haha. she gives me too a repu for not joining their sun calls conversation. haha lol. sorry nay. i already explained the reason nay. haha. she influenced me to have GMs, haha. she also explode my phone using her texts, haha. LOL. i love u nay.

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sarah

"bongang-bongang sarah"

the emo girl. LOL. haha. we always text text ng text. haha. i call her ancient and she calls me fossil. haha. she sort of pasaway too, because one time. her mom said that she should sleep early because she have the over fatigue-ness. haha. LOL. but she stayed up late. see. she is pasaway. ahah. but i love her, she is funny. haha LOL. like mitch, she almost pasabog my inbox. haha LOL. i love u sarah. :)

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cham

"kababayan :)"

we are both bisaya. haha. but the only problem is the distance. haha. we are 160 kilometers away. she is on butuan and i am in surigao city. haha. we understands each others status. haha. she is going to be a wife soon. ill be on their wedding. LOL. haha. when i was in butuan, she has a very hectic schedule. tsk, sayang. we haven't met personally. sayang tlaga oh. haha. but thats okay, she is sweet and i heard she have an angelic voice. haha. wow. she is a DJ daw in butuan, gonna search for her. haha LOL. :) lab u kababayan XD regards ko sa imu bana XD -- bisaya mode. haha XD

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fyoks

"milf!"

haha. he called me once, and i was like nosebleeding because his so malalim in tagalog. then we ended up that we were both bisaya. LOL. haha. his funny. and work-a-holic. he is now based on makati and invited me to tour down makati soon. haha. he is nice. we often have our conversation in the cbox. and have our bisaya mode there. haha. nice one pare :)

. . . . . .

squen

"cebuana lass XD"

we often text each other, i think only weekends. haha. she is a teacher, i heard that. hehe. she seems to be serious because she dont want GMs. haha. LOL. we often have our bisaya mode in texting. haha. LOL. love u squen :)

. . . . . .

shin.maru.van.

i dont have their digits. haha. but i think they are nice :) lol. haha. oh shin, i have his number but we have our conversations a bit. we are not that close but i think he is nice and emo-holic. peace dude :) haha. while maru we have our conversations through yms and she is funny. haha. she was also my wall when i have my emoness. haha. she can relates to my probles. and vice versa. haha. lastly, van, we bonded through cbox and PMs. haha. his funny and shares me with some sentiments to that hide forum thing :D haha. :)

. . . . . .

i love u guys and thanks for making my texting world fascinating. sorry i cant join u in the egroup section in ftalk. i had already explained the reason. so guys thanks for the patience and the understanding :) more power asylum. XD

. . . . . .

"a man with endless and impossible dreams :)"

-uben-

ngarag :D

2009-06-08T10:47:00.002+08:00

Happy 4th Monthsary :D

haist. eto n tau. 4 months na. ansya noh? hehe.. taka ka kasi tagalog? wala ko sa mood magpadugo ng ilong naun kaya wag k n mgreklamo kung bkit tagalog toh. .mmya nga bka magbisaya jan ung iba. haha.. :)

Saturday p nga ln e manxari nntin.. nka Sun n kming 3 nina shin at sisa.. taz dmting nung gabi si mami.

hmm .. aus nga e. as usual .. si sisa ang una kng tinwagan!! yeh. taz si shin. taz tnwagan ako ni mami.

at as usual. ORATION .. haha.. :]

sisa : ahaixt . ang olweiz kadaldalan! haha.. mpa anung topc e go go go.

cham : hindi nkkpgtakang DJ xa. gnda ng voice ee..

sarat : kulit ng kpatd! kktuwa ee.. haha.. usap usap hanggang 2 am! haha..

shin : ang aking jukebox. :P hehe.. knta xa ng knta .. inlab na ko. :P

mami : yoowwn. hnhnp ang # ni dadi ko. haha.. lagng may kausap. sinu kea un?? giih. ü

fyoks : mea mea ttwag aku. haha..

tot : haha.. wan tym ko ln nkausap.. may H1n1 daw xa. haha..

------------------------------------------------------------------ >>>>

drama mode :

wala pa akong tulog. nag emo aq kgbi. haha.. kasi nmn, kakarume :

di ko alm kung tanga b ako o nagttnga-tngahn ln.. (sorri sa term) pero tlgang ngarag ako! huhu..

di ko lm kung tlgang ngppkasira ako! hmp. ah bxata.. ako?

tahimik n ln. iyak pag tulog. tawa pag gising.

haixt.. bhla na si Bro. lalala..

kai .ü

yeah boii ..

2009-06-05T11:03:00.005+08:00

surfing. surfing . surfing. ftalk. cbox. phone.

Mitch -- my mami in this family. haha.. she is really cool and funny. . she is very totful and loving to meee :] haha.. she is the one responsible for all of us to have this group. yeeh. tnx mami.

Sarah -- the emo emo emo. awww. //.^ very aktib on GM's. haha. i'm having fun txting her. haha. :D

Alex -- uhmm ..haven't talked to him. but i would like to know him. lalala..

Cham -- hey miss DJ. haha.. she is a dJ on her hometown.. and.. aww.. getting married soon. best wishes sis. dnt 4 get bout us huh?.. send us food! haha.. :)

Junfel -- very work-a-holic. . havnt had a chat with him this past few days.. uhm until last night. haha. :paranoid: hmp. but just 4 txtss. haha.. he has the most # of my fan signs. haha.. 5 i guess.. haha..

Lea -- i recruited her, haha.. she is friendly, we call her nene coz she's only 13. ayt? uhmm. but she can already catch up on us. yey !! haha.. she is childish and really cheerful.

Karhentot -- Pasaway! haha.. she is really cool, but never had a chance to know her more more more.. she is really busy at the moment .. i think ?. haha.. but i know she is really nice.

Schwen -- my first gal pal in ftalk! yey. cheers to squenkailei. haha.. ooh. i stll remember those times.. we gave love advice to evryone online in cbox. me, lei & sisa are lov doctors that tym. haha.. we even came up of a friendster group. haha.. i really love ate sisa ! mua mua. she very very nice and sweet.

Shin -- My lil bro. yeah! haha.. bunso. hmm.. emo? haha.. i call him PLAYBOY cauz he makes landii to everyone here. hmp. but he is nice.. sweet like candy. haha.. spicy as chilly. haha.. lols.

Uben -- my mine. haha :) he is really sweet .. or bolero? haha.. joks. he makes me smile once i a while.. lalala.. his ate ching even tot that im his GF. whoa. haha.. :p hmm. hasnt been active this days,.. i miss u mine. :)

Van -- hey, are u still alive?. haha..

Lex -- my daddy! haha.. wer d hell are you? haha.. :D i miss u.. even though, mami ad u seperated.. i still miss d days u scold me. haha.. like real parents do.. i miss the no boyfriends til college, go to sleep.. etc. haha.. aww..

KAI -- wahaha! the lil gurl with a wide smile now! haha.. thanking asylum for the support., without u guys.. past is still hunting me. :]

Maru -- my lola ! ahaha.. she is really sweet. very nice, uhmm.. i miss her coz.. i think d last tym i talked to her.. is last month. haha..

-------------- k a i -----------------

melancholic mud.. :[

2009-05-26T10:39:00.004+08:00

*ugh..... i hate feelin miserable and sorry, and wasted and trashed and worthless....
but it seems to be haunting me every minute of my nonexistent zero layf.....
i mean i can't help it...
____
you don't want me wearin black?
you don't want me sulkin' 'round teh corner?
you don't want me bein untalkative?
>bear with it.....

you want me socializin' wit everybody?
you want me to dress this way?
you want me that way? just lyk that "girl-next-door"?
>well, i got news fer yah... this is me.. and this is what i wanna be....
____

today, is just like another day.. im wishin i wont go home anymore... i'd lyk to be independent....
dat's why i love being with yah TOPAKERS, coz with yah.. i cud be as crazy-as-hell....
i cud be wat i wanna be... i cud have everythin i need... i cud almost touch teh sky....

but yah know wat's teh best thing bout with yah guys? it's dat ACCEPTANCE...
you don't care, bout how one look, bout how one dress up, bout wat his lyf status is just as long as he/she cud be fun to go along wit ...
dang it to hell, i love you guys.... yer teh best family i ever had...

____
wish we'll ol still be there until we are ol both senile and old-aged......

spread love(insanity) guys

xoxo,
senam/sarah

Siggies ^^

2009-05-25T17:42:00.001+08:00

for egroup :]
--- la ln, trip ko ln gumwa. haha. :D

regular or cheeseburger? lols.

2009-05-25T14:36:00.000+08:00

as i scan Ftalk forum to find interesting threads to post to, i can't help but make my forehead craggy.the threads are the same always .. love, gossip .. blah blah. :] its getting pretty old. what added to my frustrations was the fact i still had tons to do, my room is a mess, our dog is hungry & i still have to go sumwhere coz my mom told me so.. haha.. , . for the past days i've been spending hours in front of my old pal mr.pc :] So, there i was with a gloomy face, surfing the net which for some means watching TV till their eyeballs popout, sleeping all day .. a regular fun day! but for me .. wats happening to me ryt now,
is REGULAR :]]

lalala .. whats d connect to asylum? nah, just nothing. haha. :)) i just
wana share with u guys a day with me . BORING ! another thing, Asylumistazs :P we kept stuttering, fooling around, teasing one another and just lauhging the hours away! i am speechless.. aww :] i felt like a cat got my tongue. there is nothing i could do but smile. sure u can say i goofed off and still have much to acomplish, so what? i had lots of fun..
& well, ASYLUM is also an ordinary part of my day . ü

--------- kai --------

ketchup :p

2009-05-25T14:29:00.001+08:00

water + tomato paste + high fructose corn syrup + glucose syrup +
vinegar + salt + natural flavors = ketchup

[ its d first thing i saw with ingredients.. haha.. ]

when ingeniously mixed together, these ingredients will form a fanciful
treat called ketchup. its sour yet a little sweet taste makes it very
famous among food trippers.

--- non-sense :]

mitch (mami) + kai + shin (bunso) + uben + cham + gracie (sarat) +
karhen (tot) + lea (nene) + van + lex + fyoks + :penguin: (pinggu) = ASYLUM

when ingeniously mixed together, these people will form an incoherent
world called asylum. its unsound yet crazy bonding makes it very fun
to be with. They make u feel .. ONE in a MILLION :]

lalala.. i hate d days without you guys. lalala...

------- kai --------

This Boy and The Reason

2009-05-22T16:06:00.006+08:00

ASYLUM - The FAMILY is a heaven in a heartless world. It is compose of HEART, MIND and SOUL.

HEART - The LOVE of a Mother to her children.

MIND - The CURIOSITY of a child in a big world.

SOUL - The COURAGE and CONFIDENCE of a million leaders.
__________________________________________________________

SHINJIRU - A person who has 8 different types of personality. Definitely define the word MOODY in the way he is changing his personality every time. I'm a kind of person who really don't mind the things outside my boundaries. I never believe in fairy tales, happy endings and some things that are incapable of telling the full truth and facts. I'm very adventurous I want to go other place and find the reasons why I'm really here in this world. There are many people who come and go in my life. But, I'm not really satisfied I want to know more about the reasons why I'm here what's the true purpose of my existence. Even if I should sacrifice my happiness and life just to find that reason, I give it all just to find it. Now I found some reasons why I'm really here but it's not enough, I want to find more reason until I'm satisfied. "The Story About This Boy And His Life Will Never Stop, Until He Find Every Reason In His Existence. That Will Make Him Satisfied And Be Proud Of What He Done In This World And It Will Be The End Of His Journey In This Changing World."

This Boy

This boy wants to play,
There's no time left today,
It's a shame 'cause he has to go home.

This boy's got to work
Got to sweat just to pay what he gets to get left all alone.

Well let's step outside,
Let's go for a ride,
Just for a while.
No we won't get caught,
Well that's what I thought, until we cry.

I'm still here,
But it hasn't been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,
For years I've been holding it down.

This girl tries her best everyday,
But it's all gone to waste 'cause there's no one around,
This girl she can draw she can paint,
Likes to dance she can skate,
Now she don't make a sound.

We?ll play in our park,
'Till it's too dark for us to see
Well we'll make our way home,
With mud on our clothes,
She won't be pleased.

I'm still here,
But it hasn't been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,

And I,
Love to forgive and forget,
So I,
Try to put all this behind us,
Just,
Know that my arms are wide open,
The older I get, the more that I know.

Well it's time to let this go.
I got to let it go
I got to let it go
I got to let it go
I got to let it go

I'm still here,
But it hasn' been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,

And I,
Love to forgive and forget,
So I,
Try to put all this behind us,
Just,
Know that my arms are wide open,
The older I get, the more that I know.

And I,
Love to forgive and forget,
So I,
Try to put all this behind us,
Just,
Know that my arms are wide open,
The older I get, the more that I know.

__________________________________________________________

The Reason Is This Family :

I found this Family as one of my reasons coz of the things I never thought I would be doing and have done. A Family and it's member that are far from each other but seems like living in one house the ASYLUM. It may sound crazy but certainly we are crazy and we never have doubt about it. We don't care if you don't like us but we definitely loves you. Even with different personality we make up a very strong bond and link that can't be break. Nothing can stop our Love and Craziness for each other even with the most strongest storms. We have so much memories to be kept even though we don't see each other. Other things may change us, but we start and end with the family.

It's been almost 2 months since a join this FAMILY. I never thought I would gone this far. I don't really like the CLAN thing on my phone, 'coz of the Gm's and the Flood. But when my karhen told me to join I become really interested. At first I don't really like to join 'coz of my snobbish / changing personality and I don't know some of the other people except karhen.
But, it never stop karhen from pushing me in to her family of friends. At first I'm kinda confused on what should I do. Then they're the first who approach me and introduce their self. I think I would give it a shot and try to stay as long as I can. I never thought I've be as close this to the members. The first member I met in this family was Karhen of course she's the one who push me into this. The friendly karhen, the karhen who teach me on how this all works. Then, I met Mitch / Mami, she's babykidx from ftalk, my first impression about her was she's a emotional crazy person. I'm definitely right she really a emotional crazy person!. Now I called her Mami 'coz she adopted me. Then, I met Senam / Sarah / Wife ; she's the most emotional person in our family. She really nice, I can still remember the April Fool's Day. It is really fun with I tell them (sarah and karhen and mitch) about A and B. That's one of my memorable memories in this family. It's all about two girls A and B, I tell them all the things about the two girls and what happened. The two of them advise me to give it shot and be strong to love again but I never told them that was only story made by my wild imagination. They are really in full emotion and serious in giving me advise. Then I Told them that was only a story and made only by my imagination. Their all mad at me and later that morning they all agreed to give me their LOVE by flooding me and destroying my inbox I receive almost 500 messages. Almost half of those are Karhen's And Sarah's text. But until now I never saw Wife / Sarah's face, I'm kinda curious of her looks. Then, I met Squeen /Apple she was one the girls I made landee. She one of the nicest girl I known. She's very busy 'coz of teaching.. She's one of the girl I with undeniably different name. But she's really friendly. Then I met Cham / Russelle ; a girl with boy's name, I never had long conversation with her but I know she's nice and kind. Then I met Fyokks ; never have a conversation with him I think his very busy. Then I met Kai / Ate ; the girl I made landee also. She's a very loving person coz she loves her former BF a lot. She always talk about her Bf and never get tired. She's my ate now a very concerned ate. Then I met Lea / Landee ; I called her landee coz she like the quotes about landee. She's nice and very active. She's also a person who loves to talk and ask questions. Indeed a very curious person like the others. Then I met Uben ; he is definitely a man who loves her girl. Never have a long conversation but him. By the way I made landee to all of the girls in this family, that's how I show my appreciation and Love to all of them. The Story of this family will never end, and will be memories that can be treasured and kept until the end. I love you all with my heart and soul! LOVE can be the best description of our Family.

"Until I don't find all the REASONS, I'll never stop. Until then It would be the END!."

→Shinjiru←

fairytale :))

2009-05-22T13:50:00.003+08:00

well, basically, we are more than what meets the eye. :D

these words won't give you a fraction of who we really are.
nevertheless, i'm telling you bout' ASYLUM :]

we believed in fairytales, the fantasy of what our life would be..
Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close that we could taste them,
but eventually, we grew up & one day we opened our eyes and the fairy tale disappears.

things change and people turns up when we don't really expect it.
it's like one day we realized that the fairy tales may be slightly different than we dreamed.
the castle, well, it may not be a castle.
and happy ever afters are not so important, just that we are happy right now.

see once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise us ,
and once in a while people may even take our breath away.

this family are not the best looking, the funniest, or the richest.
they are the only ones that makes me feel gorgeous, hilarious, and like a million dollars.
thay make sure i know they love me.
they sure does..

i love them, with all my heart.
more than i cud ever say. :)

ASYLUM ..
they've been there since once upon a time & will be there until forever.
and forever exists in my life in terms of friendship.

-------- KAI ---------

2009-05-22T13:47:00.004+08:00

"I wish I could drive away to the sunset
Back to the day that we first met
Only believe the things I wrote
I'll put it in a note, yeah
Cross my t's and dot my i's
Better say hello
I'm gonna wave goodbye
I'll write 'Sincerely yours" and sign my name
P.S. I love you
Forever and today
All the heartache, all the pain
All the words you've said in vain
It'll never be the same
Forever and today
Forever and today
P.S. I love you
Forever and today"

-P.S. I love you -> All American Rejects

_________________________
soundtrip at teh moment...... i really miss my topakers family.. and it's been just a few days since we had our last text together.. haven't been texting for days now coz final exam is juz 2 days ahead...

taht's my post fer now... my thoughts are kinda scattered especially later i'll be havin my oral examination in public speaking.. how i hate speakin in public....

wish me luck....

TC...

XOXO,
sarah/ graciee

Hmmm :]

2009-05-21T20:33:00.002+08:00

Dang. Alaaaab tihs guys. Blog?? Lols. Oh well, I just wanna elcum teh two new members of tihs clan UBEN & LEA. Ang tatalino nyo hap, english kakanosebleed aman. Hope tihs clan will last till eternity. I'm so inlalalalalalab wiht you guys. Tihs I tell you, I'm not really into teh gm thing. I actually hate it but becoz of you I learned to lurve & enjoy it. Aw. Naks. Mitch, Sarah, Kia, Squen, Karen,Shin, Fyoks,Uben & Lea alabshuuuuu all! :] D ako maxadow masalita kya pacenxa, I'm a lady wiht few words eh. Haha. :D

p.s
Invited keu lahat xa wedding ko. Aw. Bring yer own baon. :D

-Cham :-*

THE HECK.

2009-05-21T13:43:00.001+08:00

The Asylum Family. whoa. i can't believe that i'm really a part of it nao. nyahaha. oh well. i joined here on the 19th of May. and since then (up now), i've been enjoying every moment with them.

I can describe my new family as MAY MGA TOPAK, MAHILIG MAGPLAD (loves flooding inboxes), and most of all. VERY FRIENDLY. :lol: On the first day (when i joined), i was already amazed at how they treat each other. the teasing, blah blah. i love what they write on their GM's. I'd died out laughing. they also influenced me with the topak. and other insanities that they have.tnx for that.((:

Nyahaha. They're a bunch of sluts ..*kidding everyone* .. LALABYOW OL!

--MITMIT/MITCH

--ANCIENT/TANDA/SARAH

--KAI

--LANDEE/SHIN

--TADO/UBEN

--SISA/SQUEN

--CHAM/ATE CHAM

--and to all those asylumnista there.:)) am very much overwhelmed by yer welcum.:)) (THE FLOODING OF MY INBOX.HECK.)

--"Sometimes love comes around, and it knocks you down."--

--LEIYA/NENE.((:--

INSANE!

2009-05-21T12:29:00.000+08:00

It's Not Just Group It's Our FAMILY!

2009-05-20T14:21:00.009+08:00

ASYLUM - The FAMILY is a heaven in a heartless world.

That's our family we are the people bound by one purpose, and that purpose is to kill each other! just kidding! our true purpose is to find our own strength by helping each other.
Like in the picture on the left we are the every corner of the star that support each. Whenever in pain we can turn on each other. We love to help each other and carry them when their down.

LOVE - the word that can describe our bonds. It maybe less or more but never empty.

I couldn't really describe our family. It's somewhat special something.. Like a Flower in a dessert.. Like a island in the middle of an ocean. Every time were to talking / Texting each others some what feeling comes in it's like were really talking to each other face to face.

Sometimes, We argue on something. Our quarrels have a total bitterness unmatched by others. Yet it sometimes happens that they also have a kind of tang, a pleasantness beneath the unpleasantness, based on the tacit understanding that this is not for keeps; that any limb you climb out on will still be there later for you to climb back. The bond that links our true family is not one of blood, but of RESPECT and JOY in each others life. It is not flesh and blood but the HEART which makes us family

Other things may change us, but we start and end with the family.

____________________________________________________________________

It's May 20, 2009 at exactly 15:00 Hours, I just finished editing some of the elements of this blog. I put some chatbox and playlist. Edited the banner and background. It took me 4 Hours doing this all.. I'm kinda tired yet happy! We have new member as Sarah / wife said.

Lea - She's landee my super kulit* landee..
Uben - He seems nice.

I'm not really good at making blog and post. My English and grammar s*ck, My Images s*ck and my head is aching.. Tomorrow I'll edit this again, I'll do my best to make it more spectacular!. Every time I'm writing blog many things do come on my mind. I'm not really a good writer and yet I'm doing this. I couldn't believe I write this. It was like some other person do it. Now, I'm really confused on what I've done.. Cheers! TOPAKERSZ! It's not the end.

"What greater thing is there for human souls than to feel that they are joined for life - to be with each other in silent unspeakable memories."
→SHINJIRU←

so yesterday

2009-05-20T13:16:00.003+08:00

we have two new mates... uben/fossil and lea/nene.... i welcome thee to teh "ward"....
i admit it was such fun havin yah two wit us and makin teh family so so so much bigger, brighter and crazier!!! a day before yesterday was such a riot.... we we're on teh "mood" to "propagate" insanity i guess... thanks (uben and nene) for havin us even though as you know we we're a heck of irrational and dysfunctional individuals...

______________________________________

yesterday was one of the days in my layf when i wish it didn't totally happen....
it was a chaotic nightfall... i know it's not uncommon fer yah guys to have problems.. we all have don't we? it's just that we differ in ways we percieve... ugh* sometimes we wish he/she was dead and life was a pandemonic nightmare but it isn't.... i wish yah could see things differently in different light... LIFE wasn't made to make yah suffer.. it was made to let yah feel dat feeling whenever yah surpass ol yer problems.. but dang! as i write this i am not even sure if what im writing is true.. i don't wanna believe it.. i wanna sulk, and cry and bang my head on teh wall, or shout out loud and kick and scream and growl and do stupid things at teh same taym...

being a teenager s*ck but not when yah have friends to support yah along teh way...

love yah ASYLUMISTS! (if ever there was such a word)

XOXO, 
graciiiee.....

Life in Asylum

2009-05-18T16:08:00.000+08:00

wait ! would this blog really concern u? if yes, well continue .. haha, if no, then.. -- shoo! mind ur own business, take a shower (u stink!) and get on with ur life . ü
This blog is rather dedicated for all those insane humans living (of course) an insane life in this crazy world where insane species coexist. Yes, fellow inhabitants., this is a crazy sentence. And i am insane (dats why i am a member of thes group. ü ) . You see, i consulted my mind a while ago, and found out that i have -- well, lost my mind to begin with. But then again, that is not the point . what i really want to say is im insane.
And no matter what i do or how hard i try there was still .. nothing there. pathetic, is it not? just when you need them the most, they fade away. just like that.. poof ! * nada. DEAD !
Again. i am whispering in silence once more holding back my insanity. Many times, i have gone numb and paralyzed but i still go on. still on my feet. the pills are not working anymore. I cannot sleep. every night is terrible. i cannot eat. i cannot do the things i used to do. and the worst part is, i can't think straight. well, i do not really think straight. (haha..) But that is not it. the thing is everything does not seem to be in there proper places ( lalu n utak ku. haha.. ü) see? can u see now what i'm babbling about? it all points to one. Three words to describe .. I AM INSANE .
WAIT ! are u still reading this? oh please .. don't waste your time reading this crazy blog. Go somewhere else where the flowers bloom and love makes the whole world go around where no unfortunate trouble-maker lives.
BUT ALAS ! :] with a sudden turn of head ... I have found it ! i am lost no more .. Finally, God has given me a sign .. ( TOPAKERS Family ). I have to give in. I am insane , that is the truth and nothing but the truth. ü

Always Shocking,

KAI (nosebleed ü )

it all starts hir

2009-05-12T15:37:00.000+08:00

hi have a nice day! :D
thanx for visiting our blog will
be editing this soon :]

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asylum