This Boy and The Reason

ASYLUM - The FAMILY is a heaven in a heartless world. It is compose of HEART, MIND and SOUL.

HEART - The LOVE of a Mother to her children.

MIND - The CURIOSITY of a child in a big world.

SOUL - The COURAGE and CONFIDENCE of a million leaders.
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SHINJIRU - A person who has 8 different types of personality. Definitely define the word MOODY in the way he is changing his personality every time. I'm a kind of person who really don't mind the things outside my boundaries. I never believe in fairy tales, happy endings and some things that are incapable of telling the full truth and facts. I'm very adventurous I want to go other place and find the reasons why I'm really here in this world. There are many people who come and go in my life. But, I'm not really satisfied I want to know more about the reasons why I'm here what's the true purpose of my existence. Even if I should sacrifice my happiness and life just to find that reason, I give it all just to find it. Now I found some reasons why I'm really here but it's not enough, I want to find more reason until I'm satisfied. "The Story About This Boy And His Life Will Never Stop, Until He Find Every Reason In His Existence. That Will Make Him Satisfied And Be Proud Of What He Done In This World And It Will Be The End Of His Journey In This Changing World."

This Boy

This boy wants to play,
There's no time left today,
It's a shame 'cause he has to go home.

This boy's got to work
Got to sweat just to pay what he gets to get left all alone.

Well let's step outside,
Let's go for a ride,
Just for a while.
No we won't get caught,
Well that's what I thought, until we cry.

I'm still here,
But it hasn't been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,
For years I've been holding it down.

This girl tries her best everyday,
But it's all gone to waste 'cause there's no one around,
This girl she can draw she can paint,
Likes to dance she can skate,
Now she don't make a sound.

We?ll play in our park,
'Till it's too dark for us to see
Well we'll make our way home,
With mud on our clothes,
She won't be pleased.

I'm still here,
But it hasn't been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,

And I,
Love to forgive and forget,
So I,
Try to put all this behind us,
Just,
Know that my arms are wide open,
The older I get, the more that I know.

Well it's time to let this go.
I got to let it go
I got to let it go
I got to let it go
I got to let it go

I'm still here,
But it hasn' been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,

And I,
Love to forgive and forget,
So I,
Try to put all this behind us,
Just,
Know that my arms are wide open,
The older I get, the more that I know.

And I,
Love to forgive and forget,
So I,
Try to put all this behind us,
Just,
Know that my arms are wide open,
The older I get, the more that I know.

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The Reason Is This Family :

I found this Family as one of my reasons coz of the things I never thought I would be doing and have done. A Family and it's member that are far from each other but seems like living in one house the ASYLUM. It may sound crazy but certainly we are crazy and we never have doubt about it. We don't care if you don't like us but we definitely loves you. Even with different personality we make up a very strong bond and link that can't be break. Nothing can stop our Love and Craziness for each other even with the most strongest storms. We have so much memories to be kept even though we don't see each other. Other things may change us, but we start and end with the family.

It's been almost 2 months since a join this FAMILY. I never thought I would gone this far. I don't really like the CLAN thing on my phone, 'coz of the Gm's and the Flood. But when my karhen told me to join I become really interested. At first I don't really like to join 'coz of my snobbish / changing personality and I don't know some of the other people except karhen.
But, it never stop karhen from pushing me in to her family of friends. At first I'm kinda confused on what should I do. Then they're the first who approach me and introduce their self. I think I would give it a shot and try to stay as long as I can. I never thought I've be as close this to the members. The first member I met in this family was Karhen of course she's the one who push me into this. The friendly karhen, the karhen who teach me on how this all works. Then, I met Mitch / Mami, she's babykidx from ftalk, my first impression about her was she's a emotional crazy person. I'm definitely right she really a emotional crazy person!. Now I called her Mami 'coz she adopted me. Then, I met Senam / Sarah / Wife ; she's the most emotional person in our family. She really nice, I can still remember the April Fool's Day. It is really fun with I tell them (sarah and karhen and mitch) about A and B. That's one of my memorable memories in this family. It's all about two girls A and B, I tell them all the things about the two girls and what happened. The two of them advise me to give it shot and be strong to love again but I never told them that was only story made by my wild imagination. They are really in full emotion and serious in giving me advise. Then I Told them that was only a story and made only by my imagination. Their all mad at me and later that morning they all agreed to give me their LOVE by flooding me and destroying my inbox I receive almost 500 messages. Almost half of those are Karhen's And Sarah's text. But until now I never saw Wife / Sarah's face, I'm kinda curious of her looks. Then, I met Squeen /Apple she was one the girls I made landee. She one of the nicest girl I known. She's very busy 'coz of teaching.. She's one of the girl I with undeniably different name. But she's really friendly. Then I met Cham / Russelle ; a girl with boy's name, I never had long conversation with her but I know she's nice and kind. Then I met Fyokks ; never have a conversation with him I think his very busy. Then I met Kai / Ate ; the girl I made landee also. She's a very loving person coz she loves her former BF a lot. She always talk about her Bf and never get tired. She's my ate now a very concerned ate. Then I met Lea / Landee ; I called her landee coz she like the quotes about landee. She's nice and very active. She's also a person who loves to talk and ask questions. Indeed a very curious person like the others. Then I met Uben ; he is definitely a man who loves her girl. Never have a long conversation but him. By the way I made landee to all of the girls in this family, that's how I show my appreciation and Love to all of them. The Story of this family will never end, and will be memories that can be treasured and kept until the end. I love you all with my heart and soul! LOVE can be the best description of our Family.

"Until I don't find all the REASONS, I'll never stop. Until then It would be the END!."

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