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When I was Young I dream to be rich and famous and be with the most beautiful girl in the whole world. But as I grow older everything has change different things comes to my mind. I want to become a Priest, Doctor, Engineer, But that was long time ago. Everything had really changed I don't what happened to me. As I know different people and their dreams something starts to bother me. What should I do? What will I do? How will I do it? When I'll do it? to many questions, Yet no answers. I'm falling apart everything starts to fall. Half of Myself is in depth of darkness with all the sorrows, pain, and sadness. I thought that if I grow up faster everything would be better but I was wrong how I wish I was only a kid who never grows up. No problems, no worries, no stress, no heartbreak, all I'm doing is for my happiness. Happiness that I want to have. Maybe this will be the story of my life, although it's not the end. The end is nearing and fast. I wanted to have my goals done before the end arrives. Now everything I ever dreams was just the memories od the past. I just want to live a simple life with my love in our home with our kids and all happiness the I always wanted. I want her to love me. I want her to be with me. I want her to be the mother of our child, but I think that would only happens in my dreams. Dreams for those who are trying to be better. That's the only thing the I ask. Give me yourself and you'll be my happiness...

They float around my blushing soul, those creatures gay and free,
The butterflies that beat their dusty wings inside of me,
My eyes are wide, my legs are numb, though nothing can deter,
The paralyzing moment when my heart begins to stir,
A rosy hue creeps up my flesh, a painful blissful haze,
I'm soaring with delight and awe, yet spellbound by her gaze,
At night we dance, aglow with joy, her smile a lasting shine,
She claims my heart with ease and grace, it's her, no longer mine.
My night has become a sunny dawn because of you.
There is only one happiness in life - to love and to be loved.


↑Shinjiru↓